From last 10 days, I was just thinking why this happen ...... A girl child was born in small tiny village in poor farmer family.She was first child of parents. They called her Gyana,"some one full of knowledge". Sooner she had three younger siblings. Two brothers and one sister. But some thing bad happen: mother of child died during the birth of youngest brother. Father remarry after some time as it’s become difficult for him to handle four children alone. Stepmother came into family. Life again starts moving.. Few years’ latter faith again struck. Sister dies due to some illness. She console herself and again starts living life. She was now around 16.Father fixed her marriage to a nice looking army guy. Looking for future happiness she marry but happiness was not for her again, husband dies during job and now she was child widow. Father took her back, did not want his daughter’s life destroyed, even thought about remarry her. But succumbs to pressure from society. Girl accepted the faith, tried to find happiness in her siblings. She starts bringing her siblings up. Life keeps moving. 20 years latter, her favorite real youngest brother was going to marry. She again looks happier. Did I miss some thing earlier? She was ravishing beauty. Two days before marriage, her brother comes home but not as normal guy, but some one who has lost his mental balance. Faith goes against her again. How sad she has been only she had known or her God. She had, till now learnt to hide her pain and unhappiness. Father married the brother but he never cures till he died, much latter. Her nephews and neices from him were now her life. Life keeps moving, seeing her brother tied in chain or seeing him beating his wife and children were not shock to her any more. Meanwhile her other brother, his family, family of her mentally imbalance brother, all goes against father and stepmother. For them its stepmother who was responsible and they moved out of home. She did not move away from her father, though she remains loyal to her brothers also. She never even put allegations on her stepbrother, her third and youngest brother. Now she was an old woman of around 60.Her father died. She continues to live with her stepmother. Both were now like old friend, whatever one can say but they have some kind of understanding and respect for the other. After 10 years latter, her nephew, elder son of her mentally imbalanced brother died in car accident. Life had struck again. Chances of finding happiness lost again. Two years latter brother also dies. She had regret of not seeing his face last time because his family did not inform her regarding taking him to hospital. She moves with her elder brother now. Daughter from her other nephew now was center of her life (from two of her real brothers, one does not had any child. Youngest mentally imbalanced brother had four children, two sons and two daughters. Elder brother adopted youngest son.) Till at age of 74 she keeps doing all work of home, from making food to working in fields. March 24, 2007: Her nephew, son of stepbrother, asked her why her face looks twisted. She said I don’t know. She looks very ill. But still she was doing all household cores. March 25,2007: Found that she has a brain tumor. Small tumor. She was not informed about it, neither the options nor implications. Nothing. March 26-April 05: Her conditions deteriorates but.. April 06 2007: Early in morning on Good Friday she dies. There are lots of why in her story. But the one, “WHY” which is hurting me, is that why she had not given the chance to live her end of life according to her wishes. Why she was not informed. May be she had not lived much better, may be she had died on the same day, but she had right to know. She may have many last wishes. She was not asking even for monetary help as she had lot of money, from family pension of her husband, which is hardly withdrew, and property from in laws. She deserves better, much better. But faith betrayed her in her death also. But OH RAMA, Please Provide her Peace. Please provide her all love she deserves. ( My father is her youngest stepbrother)